boring..plz dun reAD or else u wil regret da rest of your life..huhu..

hey2..
Such a boring day eh..
Dunno wat to do..wanna go 4 traveling by myself..to cool me down 4 everythng dat i hv done..
huu..
i need some peace in my mind..
where cn i get some peace in my mind..
last2 ngrup ku tok lgk..
ngrup ai mineral bir..haha
itz been a long tme alredy..
huhu..
frust ku..
4 everythng..
O God..inspire m3 Lord..
i dunno wat to do..

getting blur al da tme..
bka org stupid2..
ja..
huhu..
such a dull life i felt
such a bored..
i wnt to enjoy
where i cn get much happiness
so dat i'll be satisfied..
hoping dat everyone understand..
bt i think itz jz like dreamz in a fairytale..
which wil nver cme true
i realize al dz..
n i believe..
dat somethng gud wil happen to me some day..
sooner
later..
all never be..
who knows..
its hard for us to knw
wat to know..huhu
gosh..wat im talking bout..
i feel like rubbsh..
i hv no cnfidence
plz get me up raise me up
up!
UP!
Til i can reach da sky..
but i guess..there wil be no such thng,..
im hopeless.. depressed dull bored..
wat else cn i say..
BORING..
i wnt to exist 4 who i am..
but i cnt..
in dz cruelly world..
i cnt b..
i jus feel dat im low..
im not gud
datz al wat i cn feel..
be strong is a hard part for me..
cz im weak..
like a feather gone in the wind..
i wnt b..
bt.......
im hopeless...
im juz feel diferent..
myb bcoz of my age..
sooner or later i wil b adult..
hey gurl! plz b more matured..n bla2..
i hate those things..
i hate changes..
drastic changes..
deep within me..
hoping dat i cn rewind all da past n correct everythng 4 wat i've done..
but i guess..
past is already passed..
we must over it..
i tried to accept da fact..
eventhough i feel itz hard 4 me..
but life must go on..
watever the difficult da situation wud be..
we must hv undergo al dz......
im a gurl..
im boring..
huh.................................


XoXo
AJ