28 April 2009

It was a cold nite..

bt..

im nt so damn cold..

hahaha..

stupid..

it was da day i got defeated..

s.h.i.t.!

a voice lingering in my mind..

i set my mind wth ful mentally n physicaly..

meditate for a while in my car..

by my singing overwhelming in da car..

til my ears nearly got buzz off!

huhu..

Nice..i can feel it..with a person dat i love..

at last..we reached our destination..

a destination we went for a battle..

i can feel my heart beating..

dup..dap..dup..dap

yeah..im must fully prepared..

i got my footsteps on by walking along da steps imto da 'SurfWorld'i think so..

a place where people go for online..chatting..or we called it as CyberCafe..

there..

i got my own armour..

ready my shield, my weapon..

everything..

im so ready..

to go for a battle

which in a world dat we cn over imagine..

i wish to go there..

for real..

bt i cudnt..

wat cn i do..

i cant resist..

no..

bt our battle must go on..

no matter wat happen..i must stand up n deliver!!

to save my own world from dat cruel n bizzare enemy..

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9

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5

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3

2

1

ready!

set!

Go!!

fight!

fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!

uhh..

my life..

im gasping for air to breath..

but there was no air

oh no..

i cant..

it was difficult..

no..

life must go on!

But......

my life went off..

i was been striked hard by my enemy..

blood gushed out from my body..

no..

i cant feel my heart beating again..

oh no..

im dead!!

in a world of computer game..

fuh..i must admit..im not as good as them..

im not well practiced..

i tried accept da fact..

eventhough i felt it was really difficult..

no!!

argh..

i got defeated! in a game entitled Dota..

hahahhahahaha..

silly..ku kalah main game Dota bh..

anyway..just hard keep moving on..

ila cuba bru bh..hehehe..silly me..

ku bru main bh..haha..bru bs ambik lesen L Dota..

hahaha..W.E.M.L

1.09am

xoxo

AJ

boring..plz dun reAD or else u wil regret da rest of your life..huhu..

hey2..
Such a boring day eh..
Dunno wat to do..wanna go 4 traveling by myself..to cool me down 4 everythng dat i hv done..
huu..
i need some peace in my mind..
where cn i get some peace in my mind..
last2 ngrup ku tok lgk..
ngrup ai mineral bir..haha
itz been a long tme alredy..
huhu..
frust ku..
4 everythng..
O God..inspire m3 Lord..
i dunno wat to do..

getting blur al da tme..
bka org stupid2..
ja..
huhu..
such a dull life i felt
such a bored..
i wnt to enjoy
where i cn get much happiness
so dat i'll be satisfied..
hoping dat everyone understand..
bt i think itz jz like dreamz in a fairytale..
which wil nver cme true
i realize al dz..
n i believe..
dat somethng gud wil happen to me some day..
sooner
later..
all never be..
who knows..
its hard for us to knw
wat to know..huhu
gosh..wat im talking bout..
i feel like rubbsh..
i hv no cnfidence
plz get me up raise me up
up!
UP!
Til i can reach da sky..
but i guess..there wil be no such thng,..
im hopeless.. depressed dull bored..
wat else cn i say..
BORING..
i wnt to exist 4 who i am..
but i cnt..
in dz cruelly world..
i cnt b..
i jus feel dat im low..
im not gud
datz al wat i cn feel..
be strong is a hard part for me..
cz im weak..
like a feather gone in the wind..
i wnt b..
bt.......
im hopeless...
im juz feel diferent..
myb bcoz of my age..
sooner or later i wil b adult..
hey gurl! plz b more matured..n bla2..
i hate those things..
i hate changes..
drastic changes..
deep within me..
hoping dat i cn rewind all da past n correct everythng 4 wat i've done..
but i guess..
past is already passed..
we must over it..
i tried to accept da fact..
eventhough i feel itz hard 4 me..
but life must go on..
watever the difficult da situation wud be..
we must hv undergo al dz......
im a gurl..
im boring..
huh.................................


XoXo
AJ

19 ApriL..

It was a very hot day..i juz cant stop drinking water cz i was too thrsty..jz cant help from stop sweating too..huu..realy pnaz bh..even i managed to finish my water bottle completely..haha.
i jz came bck from bkt aup with my papa dat time..my bf lor..then i sent him home..
it was 5 pm dat time.. then i went bck hme to ready evrythng for playing bdmntn at 6 pm. I reached home around 5.30 pm. Then i dashed to my room n quickly changed my clothes..bt stil, it was stil hot..i juz can felt my sweat lingering around my face..fuh!! i hate it duh..gosh!
then i changed my jean with short pant. yala.. mana ada org main bdmntn pkai jean..apa kehek la..
After dat, i got my bdmnton bag n began to go to eden with my bike. bt b4 dat, sempat i msj olp la..
'Sy pg eden skrg ah.'
then she replied
'Kmi pn otw skrg.'
otw..otw la..haha.

Few mnutes later..
Reached eden oledy..
cari parking..
ok..ada..park my mto.
press gear to neutral..switch off the engine..got off of my bike..got off my helmet too..
simpan helmet kat mto..
i grabbed my hp..
olp msj la..
'mana kmu skrg'
i replied..
pressv reply..n typed
'sy dah kat eden skrg'
send to olive-latest-
her name in my hp..haha.
after dat, i got my bag n went into eden..
asked da person who was in charged at da counter.. to ask where our court wil be..
it was da same lady dat i req for booking b4..fuh..nasb..sign of relieved overwhelming me..
actuali i hd lost da receipt dat i paid for dat booking..nsb bleh main la..
with my hapily face,ya kah?..haha..i walked toward the stairs.
Eh..olp la..n her sis..alyne was there too..they were da person who playing bdmntn wt me..
then we walked along da stairs..
tinggi bh..
finaly, the uppest stair, we reached there finaly..huu.
with sign of weary face..mau semput sudah..lelah bh..huu..huu..
then we main la..
fuh..sweating abs la..
i hate sweating too much..cm bru mandi ja as..huu..my bju oso basah lor..huu..
feel stink too..haha..bau pluh bh..
after playing bdmntn for an hour, we packed our things n had a drink at downstair..kdai mkn eden la...he.
me : peppermint herbal tea peng cgk..
olp: sprite cmpur lemn
bibi: ice lemon tea
alyne : cola
alyne..alyne..da cola girl..haha
after having a chat for a while, enjoyed our drinks..we decided to back hme.
i got my bike on..then i go..apakah??bbelit ja i..haha
i saw my meter minyak..apuu..mau bs minyk sudah..
pg shell ja la..depan secondhand skul..haha..(shs)

then i met dz guy..distracted guy..da one who worked there..
pa bleh buat..minyak mto plu diisi..haha
GUY: Bru bs main bdmnton kah?
Me : Yala..
He took a stare at my bag.Jenama crocodile beg.huhu.
Guy : X penah pn tgk jenama beg ya.
Me : Aieh..ada bh.(kepoh btol olang ini)
GUY : owh..besanya Yang2 bh.. kmek pn slalu main bdmtn kat kuchng.
Me : owh..(x tanyak pn)haha.lantak la kau.
Guy:Brapa?asking for my minyak
Me:Rm3

i gave him dat amount of rm10 to him. then he isi minyak in my tangki minyak.haha
GUY: Melayu ke cina?
Me :xla..mlanau iban..
GUY: Mu jako iban pia?
Me: Mu mh.
GUY: Cam cina ja upa..
ME: Oh..yakah?hehe.(aiya manyak tanya ini olang)tebok2..oH GOd, plz let dz end.haha.
Silence for a while. sudah bs isi minyak. Finaly..no question session again..haha
then he went to counter. to get my baki duit n gave to me.

He stare at my ring.
GUY: Dah kawin kah?
duh..tanyak agk..haiz..
Me: Dah.pahaL?-haha..nyah..gk d.-
With his blur fce..
GUY: owh..ok la.
Hahahaha..serve u rte..alu xtanyak gk..haha.
Then, i got my bike on..with my laughter along da way..mermerised bout da distracted guy..
hahahahahahahaha..!!gk d myuh tanyak!! haha..

Moral of the story : if pompuan smadi2 lyn u guys, dats mean she doesnt interestd with u guys at all..dn blame us..blame urself..haha..so jz stop cntinuing tanya2.. jz find another one..haha..sori to say dz.. bt diz is da fact..face it!!he..w.e.m.l!LOL!
xoxo
AJ