Nice..
XOXO
AJ

2010

Yuhuuu!!yahuu!!
Year goes by..year 2009 has gone..huu.
Now, it's year 2010!!huu..happy belated new year everyone!!haha..dah lepas dah..gk juak mok ucap.nevermind lah..blum lg ucap kat cni kn.hehe..
Oya, my mom was already gone for 11 years last two days ago(she died on 1 February 1999). Eternal rest grant unto her O Lord. and let perpertual light shine upon. And may she rest in peace. Amen.
-Im still loving u, mummy-always and always be. U r owez in my mind.-

Enough with dat..hehe
It's been a long time already i didn't update my blog. Real lamak bh..haha..mlas punya pasal..ilek jak bh. Now, Im studying at Mahsa College which is situated at KL.or kuala lemai..haha..Actually we dun hve class today..em..specifically no class chemistry on this morning..aiya..asyik2 xda klas. Oya, before that, for your information(if y'all eager to know;p) now im taking course diploma of Environmental Health under KKM.under Spa as well..no more UITM!no more CS110!huuu..oya, last sem i got 3.76 pointer for CS110..huhu..I didnt expect that high actually..therefore, i was so happy..hee.(ngai nda mdh ga..haha.) Ok..back to my story this morning. Therefore, i take this opportunity to online at computer lab. Yarabi..my grammar n vocabulary is getting worse.. Help me!!haha..its okay.i will try to improve my English more better.huu.

My aiming for this year:

1) I want to learn playing guitar.
*yah..it's a must for me baby! I dun care anymore. Mala jak mok blaja..tp sik blaja.haiya..so, i will be back to my sweet home this coming Chinese New Year, then i can bring my guitar along bak to KL. xla boring..
I have my 2 rumates who know playing guitar. They are JOjo n Louis..huu.. Meka tau basic jak..xpala..basic jak pn jd lah..haha..yg pentng, i want to play song by using guitar..haha..Kod tauk.p xtau main.. S**T!W.E.M.L!haha

2) Erm..i want to score my subject. If possible, Im trying to maintain my pointer juz like i got last sem in UITM..huu..
Wish me luck yah!
-To be continued-
K la..real have gtg nw..have class after this.meet y'all nxt time!!tata..;p

I dont want to be alone..

Hype..hehe.
Im at cbu rte nw. Celebrating my holidays here.huhu.
But so sad bh. Some of my coursemate x balik umah..
miak sabahan la..
Can you imagine how they feel??
Staying alone in the hostel.
Eating alone,bathing alone.Everything they do it alone.n celebrating raya alone..

huu.bcoz al of them are muslim. Gosh! How strong-hearted they are bh..If im in situation like dat, i guess everyday i cry mauk balik cbu..haha! Bka ank mit ja. Yah..i admit even for me myself, i cant stand al diz.
Hell yeah.. Plz get me out of this.haha. I don want bh.. However, even Im having holidays here, but itz not the time for honeymoon. Arh.. My assignment blambak u! haha. I hope dat i can finish them during these hellish-a-week holidays. Gosh..
Oya.. tkenang tme my group had a speaking test last week. It was horrible for me. Haha! I were speechless n lacked of facts dat time.haha. Stupid..apa nak jd, jd la. Life must go on! hehe..
Oya, i scored higher mark in my mathematic quiz dat day. huhu. It was da first time for me to have a unexpected result! huhu. Yeah.. I am aiming for better result after diz. I hope so. Wish me ya! hehe.
K la.. want to have a sleepful nite. Haha..
To all muslimin,
HAPPY RAYA 2009.
(^_^)

XOXO
2.24 am
AJ

Alopz!

23 August 2009

Hey everyone! Itz been a long time i did not post my own blog. Hell yeah! Im at uitm rte nw. studying course computer science or CS110. Btw, i already cut my hair! hehe.. since my last birtday this year. K la..gtg guys! see u nxt time.. i will upgrade my blog a.s.a.p..If i hv time lar..juz want to say that i'd already cut my hair! haha..tata!

28 April 2009

It was a cold nite..

bt..

im nt so damn cold..

hahaha..

stupid..

it was da day i got defeated..

s.h.i.t.!

a voice lingering in my mind..

i set my mind wth ful mentally n physicaly..

meditate for a while in my car..

by my singing overwhelming in da car..

til my ears nearly got buzz off!

huhu..

Nice..i can feel it..with a person dat i love..

at last..we reached our destination..

a destination we went for a battle..

i can feel my heart beating..

dup..dap..dup..dap

yeah..im must fully prepared..

i got my footsteps on by walking along da steps imto da 'SurfWorld'i think so..

a place where people go for online..chatting..or we called it as CyberCafe..

there..

i got my own armour..

ready my shield, my weapon..

everything..

im so ready..

to go for a battle

which in a world dat we cn over imagine..

i wish to go there..

for real..

bt i cudnt..

wat cn i do..

i cant resist..

no..

bt our battle must go on..

no matter wat happen..i must stand up n deliver!!

to save my own world from dat cruel n bizzare enemy..

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

ready!

set!

Go!!

fight!

fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!fight!

uhh..

my life..

im gasping for air to breath..

but there was no air

oh no..

i cant..

it was difficult..

no..

life must go on!

But......

my life went off..

i was been striked hard by my enemy..

blood gushed out from my body..

no..

i cant feel my heart beating again..

oh no..

im dead!!

in a world of computer game..

fuh..i must admit..im not as good as them..

im not well practiced..

i tried accept da fact..

eventhough i felt it was really difficult..

no!!

argh..

i got defeated! in a game entitled Dota..

hahahhahahaha..

silly..ku kalah main game Dota bh..

anyway..just hard keep moving on..

ila cuba bru bh..hehehe..silly me..

ku bru main bh..haha..bru bs ambik lesen L Dota..

hahaha..W.E.M.L

1.09am

xoxo

AJ

boring..plz dun reAD or else u wil regret da rest of your life..huhu..

hey2..
Such a boring day eh..
Dunno wat to do..wanna go 4 traveling by myself..to cool me down 4 everythng dat i hv done..
huu..
i need some peace in my mind..
where cn i get some peace in my mind..
last2 ngrup ku tok lgk..
ngrup ai mineral bir..haha
itz been a long tme alredy..
huhu..
frust ku..
4 everythng..
O God..inspire m3 Lord..
i dunno wat to do..

getting blur al da tme..
bka org stupid2..
ja..
huhu..
such a dull life i felt
such a bored..
i wnt to enjoy
where i cn get much happiness
so dat i'll be satisfied..
hoping dat everyone understand..
bt i think itz jz like dreamz in a fairytale..
which wil nver cme true
i realize al dz..
n i believe..
dat somethng gud wil happen to me some day..
sooner
later..
all never be..
who knows..
its hard for us to knw
wat to know..huhu
gosh..wat im talking bout..
i feel like rubbsh..
i hv no cnfidence
plz get me up raise me up
up!
UP!
Til i can reach da sky..
but i guess..there wil be no such thng,..
im hopeless.. depressed dull bored..
wat else cn i say..
BORING..
i wnt to exist 4 who i am..
but i cnt..
in dz cruelly world..
i cnt b..
i jus feel dat im low..
im not gud
datz al wat i cn feel..
be strong is a hard part for me..
cz im weak..
like a feather gone in the wind..
i wnt b..
bt.......
im hopeless...
im juz feel diferent..
myb bcoz of my age..
sooner or later i wil b adult..
hey gurl! plz b more matured..n bla2..
i hate those things..
i hate changes..
drastic changes..
deep within me..
hoping dat i cn rewind all da past n correct everythng 4 wat i've done..
but i guess..
past is already passed..
we must over it..
i tried to accept da fact..
eventhough i feel itz hard 4 me..
but life must go on..
watever the difficult da situation wud be..
we must hv undergo al dz......
im a gurl..
im boring..
huh.................................


XoXo
AJ